Going to the recording studio tomorrow. I'm a little nervous because I want this to be the best recording we can do. It's like 500 dollars a day there. We got investors interested in the band so it is not going to cost me a penny :P so it's sooo sweeet. They did not make us sign paper work yet. This makes no sense. They can't hurt us until ( Read more... )

man I did some crazy shit tonight. After work at like 1 in the morning I picked up richard. OUr plan was to get a bite to eat. Instead I drove for hours to some no name towns like norwood dumount. In the area I crashed through piles of leaves. Then pissed on a bush cheeny sigh in front of some ones' house. Then proceeding richard smashed a ( Read more... )

Sorry my recent poetry sucks. Can't think straight anymore. I'll try better real soon

I don't know why I'm angry. I seem pissed all the time. I don't know. Need to vent and get things done tomorrow. Read more of this book called "In Cold Blood". Gives me a good insight to a killers mind. I'm upset I know I am going to have to work on halloween I just know it. I need to rent a movie called smoke signal. I needs to go vent ( Read more... )

Well I had the weirdest dream. The funny thing was I didn't remeber it until I passed the actually place that was in my dream. I had a dream that I was in water (old resovoir) with my dad digging someone's grave. Just digging with shovels with water up to our shins. It was weird because I never dreamt of someone dying and rarly death. not ( Read more... )

Now evanacent amoung he stars
it can no longer shine
It simply burnt out
its time well, passed
Though the time line contunues
One less is checked off
One less acounted for.
It is the way the cycle progresses
Only forward can it move
One less it shall move forward
Till the day the stars fade away
This one will be the first gone

Just another die one day closer to death. Someone day of death. Someone's birth hopefully and another's beginning. Who knows. I think Redrum is gone for good. His memory lives on. (silence ...) Going to be very busy with music hopefully see sopme results in the end. Started playing the tuba today. It's fun :P Got to love playing my horn and ( Read more... )

Man I fucked up bad I lost Redrum. I put him on top of the car before I went in then migs talk to me and I left him on top. I have to hope someone picked him up that I know over at the studio. Hope nobody took him fuck man I'm an idiot. I'm in to much shock right to be angry but my sister is in my fucking bed again fuckign cunt. I switch beds ( Read more... )

What is wrong young man ( Read more... )

It's early it's late. It's a matter of opinion now ( Read more... )