Did I mention I saw (or at least I think I saw) a dead looking boy in my doorway of my bedroom for a moment? Pale skin, darkened eyes...Felt there was something in my doorway...looked up...it was there...blinked...it was gone.
I feel great one minute and then rock bottom the next. where the fuck am I? I have no fucking clue. I'm fuckin pathetic, seriously. I can't keep it together for more than a day.