I am sitting next to a vase filled with dried roses. Dried roses really smell like shit, old lady shit. One time I had to clean up old lady shit and this is what is smelled like ( Read more... )

The other day lance and I went ot the city to find our purpose in life. First we went to the statue of liberty and ask her for her tired and poor and weary. She looked at us and said that we were too late and to look in the jails. so we went to the jail and were mistaken for pot heads, after one of the fellow seeker cleared up the ( Read more... )

Today was a really sad day for someone very close. I wish tha tI could be there for her but it isn't really possible right now. She needs to be where she is because we can't be there the way that she needs it. It is hard to admit that you can't help someone when you know they need so much love.

But I did play frisbee which was really really

Here is the grossest thing that has ever happened to me. (The other night I was with Nicole and Brian and Brian in Conn. at the studio. We were talking about women and how we are so mysterious. I said something retarded like :our mystery is in our vagina, to really get to know us you have to get inside." I am saying this and Brian, the drummer ( Read more... )

I don't really understand the way that thing s are playing out right now. Very strange ( Read more... )

I am currently in negotiations with my mom. I decided after a near panic attack that I do not have enough time to say goodbye to everyone in a good way. Since I am working straight through to Tuesday, I was feeling stressed with having to leave on Wednesday. So I have decided that I am going to stay until Thursday night or Friday morning before ( Read more... )

One Flew over the Cukoo's nest is probably one of the greatest fucking books ever written. Anyone who hasn't read and enjoys literature, insanity, or indians should definitely pick it up. It is a pretty short read with one of the best narration tactics ever- Chief- a presummed deaf and dumb patient in a mental hospital-1st person of course. The ( Read more... )

SO, I got asked to dinner tonight by a guy that I never met before, don't know his name...but was really cute. TOTALLY my type. Subculture, skull cap, dark rimmed glasses, kind of shy...witty... I could totally see him reading a book...which makes me want to have sex with him. Sigh...why is all of this amazing stuff happening now. Is this some ( Read more... )

Becky: Are you off the 4th of July

Tina: I work 11-5

Becky: I'm done at 7:30

Tina: I want to see Fireworks!

Becky: Okay, I wonder where we can---

Tina: Can we drink?

Becky: What?

Tina: Not a lot...Christian drinking.

Becky: What?! (Laughing uncontrollably)

Tina: Well..it is a holiday.

The goodbyes have started. Yesterday I said goodbye to Laura and Aaron ( Read more... )