I was supposed to go to Jersey for a show but Tina was my driving companion and she isn't feeling too well. That sucks. So we ordered food ( Read more... )

I am having some kind of crisis. I can't seem to remember me AOL password. On my own computer, it is saved and I don't have to enter it all of the time. However, I find myself on Laura's computer and I can not remember for the life of me, what my freaking password is. What am I supposed to do about that? It may also be the problem that I am ( Read more... )

Hector took this picture of me. He thought the old one doesn't look like me. And Tina's camera "is crappy". (Sorry Tina, I still love you.) Hector got a new camera and now he think he is hot shit. Alert National Geographic ( Read more... )

Lately, people have been beating on me. I don't understand it, I don't think that it is something that was planned, I don't think the cosmos are against me. I just think that for some reason everyone is compelled to wail on me ( Read more... )

I just took a long hot shower. The kind of shower that makes your skin turn red. It was the kind of shower that feels like if you make it hot enough you can wash away everything that happened; like if you scrub hard enough you can reach the memories that stick to your mind ( Read more... )

You want to know what I hate the most?

That people hurt.

there is always something to live for. No matter what you think or how you feel. There is always beauty. There is always the hope for joy. There is always the promise of love. There is always tomorrow ( Read more... )

I once again proved to myself and everyone else that I am jerk. Laura, Charlie, one of my very closest friends wanted me to go with her to the doctor's this morning. I didn't even hear her try to wake me up at the God awful hour of 7. I didn't go. I think I whined and cried for about thrity seconds and then I fell back asleep. But first I ( Read more... )

I am heading to Conneticut, but I don't know how to spell it. I just got out of work, blah blah blah. I will be there until tomorrow before I go to work, which is at 4. This is the excitement of my life.

I am tired of slipping on the floor.

I just got off the phone with Hector, the love of my life ( Read more... )