Hello. It has been two years. And I probably will leave this account to rot again once I post this.

Let's start this with a complaint on how livejournal's current header for blog homepage sucks. It's too wide; it's visually unpleasing if I have to match it with my blog's layout ( Read more... )

It is like this every morning. The moment I open my eyes after going through not-so-pleasant dreams, I already feel like I'm losing myself. Who am I? What am I? What is my life? What should I be doing with my life? Questions will weigh me down on my bed, and if I leave it unanswered, it'll hold me back from taking a step to the bathroom and ( Read more... )

Last Friday, I took my works home to finish them over the weekend. I thought that I really would use the whole Saturday and Sunday to get things done, knowing that my working pace was really slow. I seriously got anxious when the materials I needed to start working weren't sent until Saturday midnight. Last midnight. That situation made it hard for ( Read more... )

Over-thinking about small matters that actually doesn't really matter isn't something that happens only to few number of people. It's very common especially among people with low self-esteem ( Read more... )

At one point, some people would refer themselves as the victim of a certain situation. I do that. Not just from time to time. I do that a lot. And by the end of the day, I would ask myself: am I really at the disadvantage here, or is that just my ego kicking in ( Read more... )

I like to keep my room clean and tidy. Not until everything is pristine and in exact order. Just, necessarily neat. I start to wonder about it when an article showed up in my facebook timeline. The headline says that people with messy rooms tend to be more creative than those who are not ( Read more... )