Three packs to get over this depression. I've got a pile of broken promises. Match to the log. Light it all on fire. Flames. Suffocating. Smoke and ash. Sweep it under the rug. We'll never speak of it again. Daily dose of denial. I'd like to double my perscription. We'll do anything to get over this. I stand before my bathroom mirror, yelling at ( Read more... )

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-From My Paper Journal-Hey there baby. I think im contagious. Its catching! Its spreading! Keep away! Hey there baby. Don't you remember my curves? My body misses your touch. Walk this way and make my fantasy come true. Hey there baby. What if I miss you? Tell me I bring you joy. Fucking tell me just once more. You may hate to say it. But somedays ( Read more... )

One minute I want to scream, the next I want to smile calmly and pretend im fine. Which is better, which is worse? Suppress, Suppress, Suppress.
He says "A long while", but time is relative. To me a long while is a few months, maybe a year. Can he go that long without speaking to me? Why wont he just admit it? Im the reason he's depressed. He has ( Read more... )

My love for you is leaving. Draining. And you cannot stop it anymore than you can keep me. Hows it feel? To know the one you love is falling. I could pin down the blame and place it before you. Was it the endless lies? It was like pulling teeth. Without novicaine. To be told you loved me. Once extracted. It laid bloody. No one touch it. No one ( Read more... )

Pictured, I-Mari Kate Meier, Taken, My Father-Greg Meier

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The question is not why, but if i'll come out of it alive. Each time I fall back, I begin to wonder, is this time it?

YOU THERE, SINNER! With your smart mouth. And long legs. Come and walk my way. I've got the word of God on hand. I'll save your soul. While mine burns in hell. YOU THERE, LIAR! I've got a story to share. In the end the girl cries wolf. And no one gives a damn. You've wasted your chances. On fables. To entertain. Now you're down to reality. And no ( Read more... )

Send me Postcards from your hometowns. I like postcards. Thoes who cannot travel collect things from other towns. Yes, i'll give you my address. My e-mail is courtanee20@yahoo.com.