you get to be happy.
i give you one limited time.

Graduating.
finally got the letter.

FUCK YOU WESTERN MICHIGAN UNIVERSITY GIVE ME MY PAPERS BIIIIIITCH!

I've created a pretty little mess.
but it is my turn to find fucking consistent happiness.
so you will all just have to wait.

I miss you so much and it is selfish but I am fucking stuck here. fucking left here without you and I don't know what the fuck to do. Remember the letter you left me? After that night everyone was in the house on acid and I didn't know I was the only one not on harder drugs? You told me when you looked at me you knew I had everything in front of me ( Read more... )

No one is free. Even birds are chained to the sky.

I love.

And I thank.

But I hate.

And that's okay.

I am so drunk. hahaha SHANNON! College and midterms and open book exams hahhahaha yes. this is the time of the day of change i forget what i am even doing here in college, this corporation ha.WINE OF CORPORATIONS DE CABIN IN THE WOOOODZZZZ OH YEAH ( Read more... )

10/23/11

A Martini a day right? I love you.

1. The Bell Jar. - Sylvia Plath
2. In the Lake of the Woods. - Tim O'Brien.
3. Foe. - J.M. Coetzee.

I neglect you, dear journal. perhaps i have grown up, or maybe i'm just really fucking happy. let's go with that last one, because you, journal, as well as I know that I will never EVER grow up.