i think about you all the time.

this is going to be my closure of sorts. i realize that funerals have become the ticket to personal closure but that isnt enough for me. i feel now that i am being recognized after your death as the girl you loved dearly who never loved you back. i realized that you would do just about anything you possibly could to make me happy or to make sure ( Read more... )

"....and even if your plane crashes tonight youll find some way to disappoint me like not burning in the wreckage or drowning at the bottom of the sea ( Read more... )

Conscious self
Overall self

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so i had an alright time last night.. a little of half and half... winded up going up to the gymnastics place and finding my passion again...i swear while i was driving home all i could think is how i would give up all of the drugs and everything for that just once again...for the glory....i have most of my skills with the exception of my strength ( Read more... )

im soo lonely... but yet i shouldnt be alone....im surrounded by people that like me.. but yet i somehow fuck it up or piss someone off.... i went to the new jive festival that adam put on the other day...well all day...for granted rocked the house...and a couple of other bands played.... ive been the hauling bitch and living in between too many ( Read more... )