confusion arises, weariness. my spirit is resting, its flame fighting against being extinguished. but whats this? how does techno music always pick up my mood this is very queer! very queer indeed! ok its going bumping bopping. bouncing im shuffling to the sounds of electronic beeps and boops. I am a space cadet. i study at mars university. i ( Read more... )

i feel like i just want to be alone for awhile. my sunny disposition seems to be behind the snow clouds.

so. My assumption was accurate. my roommate is going to kick me out because i dont go to kung fu anymore. To be more accurate on this. he said if you dont stop running from your problems with your teacher you cant stay here. I wonder what he is going to say when i tell him im never going back. I dont want to label myself but it seems i am often

Hi live journal! just stopping by to say a few words. I have made some pretty keen discoveries about myself this past month. I learned that self defeating attuitdes towards myself serve no purpose in my life. i have learned that just because something dose not go your way, or if it dose not benifit you in any way, it dose not means its wrong. ( Read more... )

A story please please a story. ok then little one. you must lay still. and rest your head upon your pillow. i will tell you where trees came from. Trees!? the little boy replied everyone knows that they come from little seeds or acorns. ah yes indeed said the old man. but before the trees stood still before mankind grew. the trees could move ( Read more... )

love attracts love

I wake up in the early morning before the sun rises from behind frozen factories. I bow for inner strength, compassion and peace. so in return i may share it with the world. i discipline my body, through Kung Fu basics, till my muscles ache and i cant stand without pain. I focus on these moments to reflect on my perception. I am mortal and ( Read more... )

i am but an observer. I see the world. i experience the memories of life. I am but a quiet leaf on a tree. gently falling to the fertile ground. I choose to be love and kindness. the true nature of us all. we may choose two paths in this life when obstacles arise. one is fear and with fear there is no love. and the other is love where exists ( Read more... )

Running mind. coffee addict, sugar packet. like a powder keg, pron to pop. hyper space..time eraser. I'm on spaceship now. Riding out that big explosion. And the sound. beating drums. and guitar punch! sweet smell earth tone roasting. becomes like oxygen. and i breath it in.

Drifting. The shallow breath before one falls asleep. dreams of rocket bikes the color of yams. of sitting in basements i once knew. the past a monolith, a tyrannosaurus. Current state equivalent to "the sound of dripping" drip free falling. a tear drop, crashing, then collecting itself again. it found shelter within the cracks of the floor. ( Read more... )