is anyone there? can you please say something?

were waiting. let it rain. snow flakes. i'm going. were waiting. leaving. willingly.

nothing to do nothing to do nothing to do no where to go no one calls on the phone. only messages i leave on machines. months have gone school is almost done. 91.3 is playing music. stuck at home stuck at home, gonna sharpen my bass strings with cheddar cheese. I'm friends with the president, I'm friends with the pope, where all making a ( Read more... )

hi. hi. hi. hi. the young family moved away. the house is still. my radio is boring the music has ceased, commercials ringing to convince me to spend. Two doors down a boy is practicing basket ball. my radio plays Compact Discs. the music is annoying, i listen to nothing. 10pm i ate soup. Tomorrow is veterans day. i have no school.

What am i? I am a tightly wound mass of matter. My innards are functional without conscious activation. My skin and bones. Muscles and organs. These components exist to perpetuate my existence. But it is my mind that insists this is real. Because i sometimes slip into meditation, and feel that life is absurd. And being alive is a miracle. ( Read more... )

I'm afraid to tell girls they look pretty in purple dresses. I'm afraid to utter, " may i hold your hand whilst we listen to my favorite record" The one about the coal miner who picks daisies for his beloveds burial. I walk with a determined pace, To reach destinations unimportant. Upon the rail road tracks, I see the cold with my breath. But ( Read more... )

How long has it been, how long have i been this way? two years three years nine years the calendar is made of recycled paper. I am taping at the keys, the laptop has been obsolete for two years three years...nine years. Has it been that long? Recalling memories is my past time, day dreaming is my old stand by. Fantastic nightmares, and selfish ( Read more... )

human existence. natural existence. human existence is unnatural. why? because it is futile. a perception of human nature is as followed. We are lustful beings devoted to pleasure. Everything must be happy, we detest the bitterness of actual reality. Life is suffering in the realm of our kind. So we seek pleasure through our senses to make life ( Read more... )

twelve seconds ago the vessel which was christened "sleeper" on the 5th of march approximately twelve days ago, submerged into dark liquid. the crew of three sent one desperate flare to illuminate their ships terror. a barge off the triple cost spotted the cry and reported the distress to local coast authority's. "sleeper" sank, no reminisces of ( Read more... )

my as in i, is a perspective that dwells from within the ego. i as in me is a collection. my time is artificial. peoples land is an illusion their time is systematized. i am nothing i am not a thing. i is an egotism. we are decimals which may be rounded off. good day love. sleep spells constructed so i may lay awake. sleeping without a ( Read more... )