wow, I haven't written in here since my cousin died. I still can't believe that happend. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him. I swore to myself that I would never take anyone for granted after he died. I don't want any regret, But what if you get treated like you are nothing, how much do you take from someone that you love so much, ( Read more... )

I'm in Georgia right now, my closest cousin Johnny died Nov. 8, just last Tuesday. His funeral was yesterday, but it still doesn't feel real. His 22 birthday would've been this tuesday, the 15th. I feel like I'm in a bad dream and that when I wake up tomorrow, I'm gonna be able to see him again. He was such a wonderful person, genuinely kind ( Read more... )

I stayed up till 5 last nite, I couldn't sleep. I haven't been goin out as much anymore and when I do I limit my spending. I haven't had a car in a while so I'm not use to paying car payments and insurance, it's harder than I thought, but I'm gettin used to it. Things are so much easier now that I have a car to get where I need to go. I love my ( Read more... )

God, I've been so lazy all day, I'm so tired. Well, just to let you know, the kareoke contest was decided a long time ago who was gonna win. I guess that you have to be a regular to win things anymore. Yeah so I lost, didn't even get second, sux. Anyways, everyone had it in their mind that me or this girl Courtny were gonna win first and second ( Read more... )

This Journal is to Mary and Sarah, Mary, first of all we are out of highschool, stop talkin shit. I always knew the Mary was kinda shady, but this has really convinced me. Sarah just to let you know, Mary was the one that said the you guys would only call her when you needed a ride, not me. Mary, you had told me that Sarah and Carrie were talkin ( Read more... )

Well, I just got home from working an entire day, 10:30 to 5 at Bw3's then 5:30 to 11:30 at Texas Roadhouse. I really hate working at Texas Roadhouse we get a lot of hillbillies up in there. Here are a few things I've learned tonite working at the Texas Roadhouse ( Read more... )

So I picked up my new car today, well, it's new to me. I had Jared take a look at it and he said it was dependable. I had to get a good running car to make it to both jobs so I felt real safe bringin him with me. I got a 96 Lumina, it's white, maroon interier, runs nice, looks real nice. Thats a lot of bagage off my back now that I got a car. ( Read more... )

So I talked to Jenn yesterday, she had called me to find out what we're gonna do about owing Meadow Ridge money, I still dunno what's goin on with all that. Hopefully we get that takin care of soon b/c it was too weird talking to her on the phone. She actually asked how I was, I was surprised and she was civil, I was even more surprized. I just ( Read more... )

So my first day by myself bartending was fun, I made my first strawberry daquari ever!! yay made 70 bux my first day. I worked about 5 or 6 hours so that's not too bad. I work all this week during the day and then I go to Texas Roadhouse at nite and close every nite this week. I'm gonna bo so exausted, but it's about 15 hours a day, but 200 $ ( Read more... )

So things are gradually looking up for me, I just got a second job bartending at BW3's where Mike works. I want to thank Mike for helping out lately with getting that job and givin me rides, if you need anything you just let me know. Mike and I have been working so much tryin to get everything thing together financially. I've worked at least 60 ( Read more... )