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im just an insomniac with nothing to tell.

http://onnyourporch.tumblr.com/

for the wedding obsessed.

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i just couldnt leave. writing in a different journal/blog made me feel so lonely. i felt like i was on vacation in someone elses home. i miss getting responds & comments and reading my friends journals soooooooo IM BACK!

ive had this journal for more years then i can remember. I think almost 7 years or so. It has my deepest and most memorable thoughts but somehow i feel like it is slowly letting go. im ready to start a new chapter in my life; a more mature one. really, only a few people only read this so i dont feel so bad. thanks for all the great years ljay, but ( Read more... )

i really wish i had more time to post but ive been working crazy hours lately. i have 45.5 this week and my boss isnt so happy about that since he has to pay me 5.5 hours of time and a half but im pretty happy about that. i need to get crackin on christmas shopping.

okay so im sitting here and i re-read my "i just want to be skinny" post and then i realized that i can! i did so well before my sisters wedding and then after it was over i just fell back into my old habits. i havent gained any weight back, but i havent lost any either. so now im gonna go back to what i was doing. i felt so good eating well and ( Read more... )

i have nothing to do tomorrow but sleep in, eat wheat thins and smoke with lora
yayayayayyayayaya

I JUST WANT TO BE SKINNY.