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Here is about whats going on with my life ( Read more... )

can you keep a secret. I'm on the verge of giving up. good bye.

Since I only update about twice a year and most of your probably think I look like some asian girl with "cunt" written on her t-shirt...i'm putting down the rumors and pasting my picture. Don't worry I still look like shit but this was my good moment.


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I'm use to it by now.

I am actually still alive ( Read more... )

I hope you feel better.

I finished my book today and my trill comes natural to me now (spanish).

Today Julia passed out in the lunch line ( Read more... )

Sometimes she really pisses me off. Like being myself is a burden to her. Sometimes...I don't know what I am. Even typing what I'm typing right now annoys me. I don't want to be anyone else, and I don't want to be me. This is why I have these moments of wanting to not exist. Or maybe I just want to start over when I know I can't. Things are just ( Read more... )

i'm dating julia.

i don't want to exist but not because of her.