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[clickmehard]

Tuesday night I got into my car and remembered that I had not yet gotten the mail. The back of my mind said not to, because it was dark and there's no telling what's in there. The front of my mind told the back of my mind to shut up and stop being such a wuss. I drove up to the mail box, reached inside, and pulled the mail into my car. I was

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[streetsdeciple]

sorry if i'm feeling a little unappreciated. I'm starting to feel that the only reason we were as good of friends as we were is because you didn't have anybody else. Now that you've got plenty of other stuff to occupy your time, you don't need me. Friday night, i didn't care what we did as long as i did something with you. you make me feel like i've got to come up with something great to do, or you'll find someone else that will. i'm sorry if i'm content just spending time with you. I assumed you wanted to hang out with me, because you wanted to spend time with me, not because there was nothing better to do. you may not realize it, but you have made me feel pretty shitty. I try to explain it to you, but you don't see it. That's fine, but why is it so easy for you to get mad at me? Anytime i say anything you don't like you immediatly grow angry with me. Well, if that's how you want to be, i've got plenty to be mad at you about. I'm not mad. I just don't understand what's happening here. I don't know how we got to this point. I am sorry

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"Now that you've got plenty of other stuff to occupy your time"

Like what? All I've done since Saturday night is work and sleep. Anything I have planned for this summer has you involved. I apologise for the jet lag but I haven't been able to relax since the beginning of March so I'm a little cranky and tired. I don't know why this is getting so hard to deal with, but if it doesn't get any easier then I'm not going to want to try anymore.

I'm glad Calli is going to get to see her dad more. Lucky dog, looks like you got out of buying a car.

[streetsdeciple]

I don't know. I've just felt a distance from you the last few times we've hung out. Maybe its all in my head. It doesn't matter. I'm sorry too. I guess i've been pretty cranky lately too. Alot has changed for me in the last couple weeks and i guess i'm just trying to adjust. I've been pretty tired, both physically and mentally. I guess i inadvertantly affected you with it. I'm so tired of saying i'm sorry. Hopefully, i've finally got my emotions under control, so i won't have to. I know sometimes i make things more complicated than they need to be. I'm working on getting better about that. I know you have the best intentions when you make comments about me getting a car. I really do appreciate it. I know you've got enough to worry about, and you don't need me adding stress. You were a little bit right about me not being a good friend. I've been acting a little selfish. I haven't been treating you like a good friend. I promise from now on that our friendship comes first. I'm lookin forward to having fun with you this summer. I'm done

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That's all I wanted to hear.

Truce.

[inadequate]

its like the saga that never ends :|

WASPS/BEES (BUT MORE WASPS) ARE THE SCARIEST THING IN THE WOORLLLLLD. I'm so sorry for you but im glad they didnt kill you like they did thomas j or whatever his name was :(

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Aww My Girl :( Haha. I KNOW! I hate hate hateee them and they've infested my mail box :(