I'm sorry that i don't always say or do the right things. I love what we have and i don't necessarily want things to change. But, it's all new to me. I'm just learning as i go. I try to deal with every new challenge the best way that i know how. So, Please bear with me. I'm not trying to make excuses. It's just that there's so much working against ( Read more... )

Last night started out disappointing. Though, it was hard to care. Calli was here and this weekend is all about her. Then, around midnight, i got a call from Stacy. She came over, and we spent the night hanging out and talking and stuff. I was drinkin when she got here. But, once she got here, i was too preoccupied to drink. This is worth noting, ( Read more... )

tonight was a very interesting night. After a surprisingly great day at work, stacy, my ex, called me just before i was leaving. She was in town and i had told her a week ago to give me a call if she wanted to get together while she was in town. Well she said she was free for the evening. So, after a quick shower, she came and picked me up and we ( Read more... )

I'm so amped right now, and i'm not exactly sure why. I'm just in such a good mood. I'm happier than i've been in a long time. Things seem to finally be going my way. I've got so much to look forward to in the coming months. The anticipation is damn near killin me. This last year has been really hard for me. Mostly due to the fact that i broke up ( Read more... )

Well, things are going really good for me right now. I'm really excited about things to come. My job is going really good. Therefore, I've finally got a good chance to fulfill my plans that will eventually lead to getting custody of my daughter. I've made some new friends lately, which is really nice, since my best friend, michael, just recently ( Read more... )

Tonight I talked to my daughter, Calli, for the first time in about a month. I miss her so much. I realized recently that she is the only girl who i have the compacity to care about. There is one other who i have strong feelings for, but it seems to be headed nowhere. It seems all we are doing is playing games. We are looking for different things. ( Read more... )