Some things just make you wonder. I don't really have anything to feel so blah about but for some reason I'm not in a very good mood. Tomorrow I have to go take a diagnostic test for math tutoring and I'm not very excited about it. Last week I was thrilled to finally be putting effort towards my poor mathematical abilities but now I'm not looking ( Read more... )

I've been staring at this blank screen for 30 minutes now and I believe I have broken my thinking cap.

I have had a series of exhaustingly crappy days, so forgive me for not updating very often.

P.s. I think this whole colored text thing is funny.  This is kinda neat though... oh just ignore me ...hahaha cool. :(

GAYPRIDE

(So, I don't know the ( Read more... )

I feel myself growing more anxious than ever. I'm excited about possibilities that aren't easy to grasp or aren't there all together. Does this make sense? I feel an obligation to hold back but I won't...not this time. This is my chance to be completely honest with everyone else and more importantly, myself ( Read more... )

After deep thought and calculation I may have figured it all out. I'm going to hate life for awhile ( Read more... )

Why me? WHY!? I bought my dream car thinking that I would never wind up going to college and now I want to. The problem is that none of the colleges here have what I want. However, CMSU does. Which means I'll have to move, live on campus, school full-time and work part, so in turn no elcarpaymento. Sigh. Think I can pay off a five year loan in one ( Read more... )

My mom is doing so well. Thank you, Cox South. I'm very excited about this! Her doctor signed her release form from NTICU so now she gets to go to a regular room. So, everybody thank God for that...RIGHT NOW ( Read more... )

I saw the most beautiful man yesterday, he was carrying a bag of dog food. We've got a lot in common-- I sometimes carry dog food too.

Oh yes, he will be mine.

(  but in reality )

I think I just ran a mile around it.

I thought I was in control. I thought I had a handle on things. I guess I'm the biggest loser of them all.

( If anyone needs me, I'll be kicking myself in the ass. )

So last night/this morning I had the most outrageous series of dreams. I don't think a lot of them had anything to do with eachother but they were all violent/vulgar and in each the victim is me.

I think I've been spending too much time feeling sorry for myself.

Adrien and I made plans to hang out Friday night. I was under the impression that he had not made any plans for the weekend as he asked me which night I wanted to hang out (assuming both were free?). He called me tonight saying that "plans had changed" and that he and his friends were going to Cowboys 2000 for the evening. Uh-huh ( Read more... )