In the midst of feeling miserable about my mom I called him. I knew that he would make me feel better so I asked him to come to the hospital with me. It was awkward only because I've always been so physically attracted to him. Walking through the halls so close but never touching ( Read more... )

I was thinking about what it would be like if my mom were to die...and I know everyone in my family has too. It's an awful feeling and an awful thought but it's nearly impossible not to ponder. I wondered if I would be mad at God. I wondered if I would lose faith in him. It hit me, just as my mother would scold me, "What makes you so special? God ( Read more... )

So it broke. My knees trembled as my heart shattered and my eyes began to drown. I've always thought a boy would be the first to break my heart and so I kind of thought I was safe for now. I guess I was wrong ( Read more... )

I rode with my seat belt on for the first time and I felt like a liar. I wasn't trying to be complex, difficult, or deep. I just wanted to feel safe. As the petal neared the floor I began to realize that it didn't make any difference-- it was a game and I was all in. I began to feel trapped, a sort of tugging. I had restricted myself and questioned ( Read more... )

What would you do if I told you that in a matter of moments your life could be completely changed? What could you say if I asked you if the people you love know exactly how much? How would you respond if you realized in a very real sense, more real than you ever could have imagined, that the person who means the very most to you could leave you at ( Read more... )

All three surgeries went as well as expected. She will remain in ICU for three weeks. Because of her brain trauma they can't give her any narcotics for the pain, all they can give her is codeine and for having brain surgery that is the equivalent of aspirin. The surgeon said that the operation went well and I felt relief for a moment but that was ( Read more... )

My mom suffered 4 brain aneurysms Thursday, March 9. She has had two surgeries and will have another one today. Please pray for my mommy.

"I almost thought I lost the rubber I've been using for the entire year just before, but I found it in my bag after 10 minutes of searching. Whew."

Of course he was talking about an eraser.

I just want you all to understand that, no, I don't like Nickelback. However, I do like my friend Scott and this guy looks EXACTLY like him! It's weird. Slap some long hair on him and he's the Nickeback guy. How impressive. I wonder if they have the same dad.... hmmm. Haha, anyway. Yes.

Hi everybody. My legs hurt, my arms hurt and my ass hurts. I'm going to lift weights again tomorrow, too! Last night I did kickboxing and weight lifting. Sure, no problem! It's not like my legs were already jello before doing the quad press thing. GOSH. BUT! I'm picturing that string bikini and it doesn't hurt quite as badly. I think I'll so some ( Read more... )