My bunny hates me :'(

Hello hello. I woke up this morning and somehow misplaced my voice and so now when I talk I sound like a very quiet version of Fran Drescher (sp?). It's very annoying to talk on the phone, somehow I was hopping to get out of coming to work. Boo hoo. Oh well, I need the money. I'm a poor person. My mom and dads anniversary is in April and my brother ( Read more... )

NO ONE EVEN ASKED! I could take it straight to the heart and piss and moan about life and all it's disappointments but I'm not going to do that because I KNOW that you really do care, you're all just forgetful sons-of-bitches. Don't take it personally! My mother can sometimes be a bitch, too. But what would have happened, I beg of you, had I gone ( Read more... )

Now I know you're thinking, based on these lyrics alone, that I am a person in love. No. I am a person who has just fallen hopelessly and violently out of love. Why is it that in the shadiest of times when the world seems almost demon like and the people just sit and stare do we look helplessly to love? The beauty of the beast is that we don't seem ( Read more... )

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I feel like such an asshole for not going to the gym today. I've been shopping for swimming suits at Victoria's Secret and I'm trying to decide which one I am going to buy. It certianly is a chore. I'm so excited for summer! I know there will be good things because I am determined to look so fucking good I can't stand myself. Not that I don't look ( Read more... )

For the most part I've remained strong. I had a slight fall back Sunday night but after speaking with Adrien he terminated any delusions I might of still had. For starters, I would like to spit in any ones face who starts a sentence with "I don't mean to be mean but..." (I'm going to anyway) he amazingly finished the sentence with "I've had a blast ( Read more... )

Wow. This is an interesting turn of events. I broke up with Adrien tonight and I'm trembling with excitement and anticipation and...well, fear. I'm EXCITED though! It's not a over-bearing fear of lonliness. It's scary and definitely present but I'm just so excited that it's not even making sense! and neither am I! I feel like I should be flexing my ( Read more... )

Well, my suspicions seemed to be head on. Today's forecast was certainly dark and below zero. I never realized how much I enjoyed spending Valentine's Day alone with sappy love stories and lots of chocolate and junk food. Those things, tastefully combined, will never disappoint you. It is one thing to spend "the most romantic day of the year" alone ( Read more... )

Not to be negative or seem pessimistic but I have a feeling today's forecast is going to fucking blow. Adrien is a dear sweet fellow but he is also a complete idiot. Last night he told me all about how he was going to buy me a dozen roses and how he was going to have them sent to my work but he didn't because I'm not worth it (or he couldn't afford ( Read more... )