Whats it mean to be unhappy? Whats the prototype for happiness? I'm not doing well today and i'm not sure why. I feel so desolate and alone. Noone to talk to, noone to who wants to talk to me; this weekend somehow brought me down, again. When I think of people, those i know, those i see and those i hear of, i wonder what their happiness is; What is ( Read more... )

I'm so bored today, but bored to such an extent. Everyone's sick, whats goin on here? I could go to the gym, but i'll do that later. I have nothing to do right now, its so bad; I feel so lethargic because of it. But only one more month of this boredom, so no worries, I guess. I feel very overwhelmed and somehow insignificant today, this emo of ( Read more... )

People are harsh. Let me tell you. Someone you think really knows you can turn around and stab you in the back as a complete stranger. But when someone you think cares, hurts you in a way that no one should, do you look at it as their problem or your dilemma? How do other people affect the thinking of a good being. their are people with problems, ( Read more... )

So a wise man once said, or The Ataris once said, "Dont look back, you can never look back", as many forms of that phrase as there are are, I just happened to pick the most insubstantially diverse one; granted. but no matter how you say it, is it really true? Can someone truly never go back, or can a moment in time be forever replayed? In my ( Read more... )

Okay; i'm actually in a pretty good mood today. I'm happy, for all of you waiting to hear me say it. So heres how it goes, wed. was my birthday, an awful day but still my birthday. I got into a huge fight with my family, my mother in particular, because she feels as if i am never happy and lacking in ambition. For awhile I agreed but still fought ( Read more... )

Ya its my birthday. Kinda exciting but not really. cant get my license for another 2 months so theres not much of a celebration. I'm kinda down on my birthday and I dont know why. I just dont feel all that, well...up. I mean i kinda know whats going on, i'm down but not to an extent; i just feel kinda isolated today. Nothing in particular, not a ( Read more... )

Ok, so ya, i had a kind of weird weekend it wasnt quite fun but then it wasnt not fun. certain moments were good, and hey thats what I live for right! ya it is! well anyways, I was gonna go to the UCI foam party on friday night, was getting really excited, it was gonna be chill and foamy and then I couldnt go last minute cause of Yom Kippur. So ( Read more... )

i dont really know how to start it off this time; conflicted as to the different topics to discuss on my LJ, but i felt like writing so here I am. alright you know what bothers me? The fact that people can do hurtful things without even realizing it. In my opinion/and or case its the fact that you can do something for someone and yet when they are ( Read more... )

Alright were gonna start it off with a movie review, the other day i went to see Garden State with my bro cause i commented on his blog(pandagon.net; one of the most widely read political blogs in the country) about it without actually seeing it so we went to the movie. The movie is about this twenty something who left home after high school after ( Read more... )

School started yesterday! It was actually not that bad, i was expecting something more but it was just regular. Nothing too special. I do have some chill courses though. I'm in spanish 3 which is cool cause, well I would like to learn the language and i'm in Algebra 2 (thankgoodness, I was in summer school to make it to that level. HaHa!!) english ( Read more... )