i wonder if everyone has this problem...or could it just be me and my relationship? i love him more than the world, but as soon as he is around this one friend he changes. he is no longer the person i love, let alone like. he is rude, mean and dumbs himself down. he act like a jackas for one reason or another. i never know if i am asking too much ( Read more... )

Well, let me start off by wishing everyone a happy new year.I know I havent posted in a really long time but I've been gone, as well as lazy. I went to Sequoia National Park about 4 days ago , It was beautiful and exquisite, lacking nothing in the true wonders of nature; But let me tell you, the drive through the mountains are freaky as fuck. Holy ( Read more... )

Where do I even start right now? Wow, and I didnt even think people read this. Now that i know, here I shall go. What is an opinion? Who's counts, who's doesnt, and who has the right to differentiate it from the truth? Many can say one thing and mean another, others just misconstrue a simple message or viewpoint. Where is the line drawn between a ( Read more... )

Wow! I'm really tired. I just woke up after a 3 hour nap unusually clear and drowsy. I know my last post was depressing but it was true. I am having troubles right now but at this point they are direct causes of an unhappiness with my body; therefore I decided that since I did it once, I can surly lose some weight again. I'm starting a whole new ( Read more... )

First off, Happy Thanksgiving; I hope it was a somewhat joyous event. Mine was special. My brother and his girlfriend came down, as did my other brother and his wife. My mother had a nervous breakdown, my father feels as though I spend no time at his house, and by the end of the weekend all hell broke loose. Things can go so wrong, so quickly. Why ( Read more... )

Alright,this post is not gonna be all in depth into my latest and greatest emotions; so lets talk about my life and how I am doing at this point in time: First off, I am up extraordinarily early in terms of most people, as of right now its probably around 4:45AM, I set my alarm early this morning to study and that was about 1 1/2-2 hours ago now, ( Read more... )

I feel almost tired today. I'm sad and alone while overwhelmingly crowded inside. Now I'm in no way complaining, but I am explaining why I seem to become a person in need at times such as this. When I say "in need", I mean it more as a metaphor for how I'm feeling rather than the actual emotion, I'm obviously blessed and lucky and should have ( Read more... )

Ignorance is bliss! Sucks that America voted with as simplistic a viewpoint.

Alright, i come first hand from a family, as well as a past, of obese and overweight people. So heres my question, How did a necessity of life indulge into an ever growing epidemic throughout America? According to "Americas Fat Facts", by Eric Sunin, There are as many as 58 million overweight adults, 40 million obese adults and 3 million morbidly ( Read more... )

My gift is my song; and this one's for you.