I miss my friendship with Scott. I don't miss him being an asshole to me, but I miss our friendship... when we had a lot of fun together, not the intimacy.. the hanging out together, laughing, just having fun. I don't understand how I can go from being the best friend one week and the next week he's accusing me of horrible things. Can someone ( Read more... )

So, I'm not in a good mood anymore, and Krista left me. I haven't really spent much time with her since... Monday. She's going over to her friend's house to spend the night. Her birthday party just ended. I was in a good mood earlier... but now I'm lonely, bored and sad. Scott called me but he wasn't very nice to me, he's never very nice to me on ( Read more... )

Why do 'good friends' treat each other so badly?
...Insults...
...Don't call you...
...Don't spend time with you...
...Use you...
...Talk about you behind your back...
...Pretend everything is good when it's not...

I feel so incredibly happy, so overjoyed when you call me your best friend, tell me how you enjoy hanging out with me and even THANK me for spending time with you... so happy. Then she calls or you mention her name and it hurts me so much. I can't take it. You tell me you care about me, you love me, but I can't hear you talk about her. I can't. ( Read more... )

Happy Valentine's Day, everyone! I pretty much don't like this holiday because well.. this explains it: "Happy unimaginative, consumer oriented manipulative and shallow interpretation of romance day!"  Don't get me wrong, if I had someone to spend it with, I would like it to some extent, but not to be showered in silly gifts, just to be with ( Read more... )

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I’m missing you and I’m wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know; so now I’m all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep ( Read more... )

I should drive away over break... just get away from this place, these people, their drama, cut off communication with everyone for even a short amount of time. It'd be good for me.

to be depressed because of a person.

My entries will be friends only starting with the next entry.

So, here I am sitting in the math lab at MCC with Scott. I'm pretty damn bored. La la la... I really hate typing on a normal keyboard, I'm too used to typing on the laptop keyboard. -_-

Let's see, what have I done exciting today? Absolutely nothing! I had business class, we had another group quiz, they're incredibly easy, which rocks because they' ( Read more... )