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[clight]

I'm a huge ball of insecurity. There's a war inside me - the part of me that's happy and the part of me that wants to shoot down the happy. Why do I do that? I need to somehow kill the part that is being insecure and bringing happy me down.

It's not good. Not good.

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[seeking_joely]

i know exactly what you mean hun. i wish i knew how to fix it for both of us.

[clight]

We just have to keep working on it... I just need to work on the positives and not accentuate the negatives.

That almost sounds like a Disney song...

[emollient]

I hear you sister. Those two fight it out inside me daily. It's not good, I understand. write lists of happy things. on here even. that helps me a bit,. sorry if you think that sounds dumb, but it does help me so maybe give a try?

[clight]

I wrote one out in the text messages on my phone (to save in drafts). It actually helped :) Thanks :)