the mulberries on the tree outside my window are ripe.

btw anybody wanna go see xmen 3 with me when it comes out? may 26, friday, week and a half.

(note to self: rent and watch the first xmen movie and maybe refresh on the second before then!)

Liberation and Transgender Jews

And you don’t quite know where you’re going to end up, even if you know that you have to move/change. It’s about having trust that if you follow that internal voice you will be led to a better place, where you don’t have to think about killing yourself quite so often.

Aside from being about L&O, this article is cool because it describes Dick Wolf as a "grand pooh-bah".

I wish the rain would stop. I wish my bikes would just stay in one piece. I wish I never realized how much easier my life would be with a car. I wish I wasn't on the outside of so many things, and that I liked the ones I'm on the inside of.

Elaboration will have to wait.

I'm listening to Modest Mouse, drinking a beer, and fixing a piece-of-shit kid's bike that I got for free. Does life get a whole lot better?

EDIT: Well, it gets at least a *little* better when you succeed in making the piece-of-shit bike WORK! and can mess around on it outside. Rawk!

Dear Me,

Be open to ideas other than your own. And don't be snarky about it, will you?
Thanks.

Love,
Me

Holy invention, Batman: I want to work for Thomas Heatherwick. No joke!

Beer makes it better.

1. When did I become so insecure?
2. Where did I learn to deal with it by avoiding life?
3. How do I get out of this pattern?