Friday, March 26th @ 41 Willowbrook Road, Cromwell CT (15 min from Hartford ( Read more... )

so i managed to get so much work done over break that im about 2 weeks ahead in all my classes. tonight, out of boredom, i wrote a paper for class that's due in 3 weeks. so the remainder of tonight will be spent listening to records and broing down. maybe finishing this bottle of rum i have hanging around.

So I've had this past week off. It was really great to get alot of work done 3 days into break. My routine break experience was to procrastinate the whole time and hate my life when I get back to class....but not this time. Other than that and 2 quick trips to Boston, I haven't done a goddamn thing. It makes me weary of what summer will be like if ( Read more... )

i just looked up at my wall in front of my desk and realized how utterly depressing all these pictures and old flyers are. living in the past has always been something rather intimidating and eerie for me, for various reasons. i suppose it combines my own insecurities with the simple creepiness of knowing ill never have that time back, as well as ( Read more... )

Saturday, Feb. 28th @ South Campus Atrium, UCONN, Storrs CT ( Read more... )

i realized today how long its been since ive seen certain people that, in the past, i would see several times a week, at minimum. i cant really figure out why it is that i havent seen them recently, as i havent been incredibly busy or anything of that sort. i think winter brings about little ruts that we all get into. this isnt a bad thing, mind ( Read more... )

You can only carry that weight upon your shoulders for so long before it takes toll on you. I think most people would roll their eyes at me if I were to describe those times in such a manner, but then again they weren't putting in the same effort as I was, week in and week out. I think previously I my lack of self-esteem combined with humility ( Read more... )

sitting on that rock, looking outward over what seemed to stretch on forever...it was one of the few times i was actually able to feel as if my entire life was out in front of me, for me to see and view in all its splendor. all the biases, all the low points, all the insecurities, all the displeasure, none of it was evident at that point. all i had ( Read more... )

this weekend was alot of fun. lizz came down on thursday night and it was great to spend an extended 3 days with her. in addition to that, there was a party at my apartment on friday night, which was interesting to say at best. viewing others who are drunk when you arent is a rather interesting hobby. that being said, i also noticed that alot of ( Read more... )

dfsa meetings always end with me feeling completely ostracized and like i did most of highschool: completely out of the group. i know we would always joke about the clique-y nature of it all, but every now and again i clearly see why. eh. whatevs. lizz is coming down tonight and thats all that matters right now. <3