Tonight I had a drink with Jay at the Cedar Creek in Laguna Niguel, which turned into dinner with Jay at Cedar Creek in Laguna Niguel, which turned into Champagne and chocolates at Jay's house. If we weren't so pedagogic, we totally would have fallen in love and had a very romantic evening. Lol ( Read more... )

I write on the night after the first day of 2008.

I made it through another year.

I saw Sweeney Todd the other day and am obsessed by the soundtrack and the actor who portrayed Ensign Anthony Hope (Jamie Campbell Bower) and by the exquisite torture of love. And I am confused .

I wish I had someone to dream of.

1. Do you remember the person you first kissed ( Read more... )

So just watched all 8 eps of "Quarterlife" on myspace. It's kinda cool, since I'm 25 - although that's somewhere closer to 1/3-life depending on the theory to which you subscribe. I can really see how people stop developing around this age and just float on into the oblivion of work, relationships, and debt. I ask myself...isn't there more to life ( Read more... )

The past two months have been a total roller coaster! Me moving out, Jeff being on his own, dad moving in with his girlfriend, mom breaking up with hers...Can everyone just chill the fuck out for a few weeks? Geez ( Read more... )

So today I went to visit Jeff up in Beverly. He looked really cute in his new pink and white and black heatherette hoodie with the black and green-glitter kisses ( Read more... )

I wish I were still a small boy,
carefree and happy.

I wish I can always be this.

Your skin,
Your hair,
So perfect - and stark.
The life you portray,
dark - and mysterious.

Do you live in the shadows
and flashes of light -
in glamor and energy?

Are you the dark,
beguiling creature
I imagine?

Stay in my memory for a little while longer...

...a dark jewel in my mind.

Also, I just realized that all my friends besides my co-workers, don't live here anymore. So now I will be all alone...again.