I have fifteen days until I move to CA. I am not excited. I don't want to leave my mother. How pathetic can I possibly be? I mean, come on, I am 20 years old, pregnant and have lived on my own for three years now. But its the idea of being 3000 miles away and not being able to take a few hour drive back to my Mom's. Plus, she's going thru all of ( Read more... )

Its been so long since I have updated, I mean, months ( Read more... )

Wow.. it's like, Monday already. So today was my day to uhm, do nothing as always. Except for the fact that I realized we are totally out of clean silverwear and that is depressing. A note to anyone reading this: STAY LIVING AT HOME FOR AS LONG AS YOU CAN!! LET YOUR MOM CLEAN UP AFTER YOU, IT'S MUCH EASIER THIS WAY AND YOU WILL BE HAPPIER!!!!!! ( Read more... )

Lets just get something straight. I need to get a job at the DMV. Like, seriously. I think this would be the perfect job for me seeing as I seem to be the only person on the planet (that works outside of the DMV) who understands how everything works. I won't go into a full length explanation, lets just leave it at that. I'm not saying other people ( Read more... )

So I guess I should stop being a bum and like, post every once in a while. I mean, this is my only form of emotional outlet right? right. So basically I am back to that "trapped" feeling, the feeling which I know stems from moving around so much. Its like, I get into a situation or place and as soon as it starts feeling comfy, its like--"I GOTTA GO ( Read more... )

Toady I told Mike about my New Year's Resolution.... yeah, I am not making it my goal to lose ten pounds or to quit smoking or anything like that, those are currently unrealistic and I just won't do them. I have made it my goal to go to church ATLEAST six times during 2005. Okay so many readers (not that there are ANY readers of my journal) are ( Read more... )

So, I'm at home, being a bum, not working and letting Mike take care of me all together. Actually it might SOUND great, but it ISN'T! I hate being stuck in the house and AGHHHHH I think I might be going crazy, like, seriously. So we got a new washer and a dryer this weekend and a great table and this tiny but folds out to seat six very comfortably ( Read more... )

Okay so last weekend, er, the previous one before this one--on Sat 10/16, Erik somehow managed to get bit by one of my ferrets--Monty- he's our red eyed albino.... so long story short, SPCA comes and takes Monty and puts him to sleep, Erik lied and now my ferret is dead. He said that he did not prevoke Monty to bite him, then when we were in the ER ( Read more... )

I went to see my Tia this weekend. I left thursday around 830 to drive to NJ to get on a plane the next day at noon. I took nodoz Thursday night and I never will again. I had a good time in Florida. I got to see Tia and she was talking which is amazing to me because she had brain surgery on Wednesday. She looked like shit but I could tell that she ( Read more... )

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