she out ( Read more... )

no title... i need to get some feelings out ( Read more... )

wendy has a boyfriend.
my courtings were futile.
this is a REALLY bad way to start vacation.
but the question is-

what do i do with her present....?

i think ill throw it out a window of a moving car.
yes- thats what ill do.

so my friend shows me an mpeg of a fencer versus an iaido practitioner ( Read more... )

bad week. but i got my wakizashi pretty far along. didnt hang out with wendy yesterday - surprise surprise, maybe today? if not...then im gunna be pretty mad ( Read more... )

tommorow i spend valentines day alone. however i do have a valentine. but she is unavalible at that time and ive no clue when she will be ( Read more... )

its really complicated now. i can talk to wendy on the phone now, and i love that, but it seems like she really doesnt want to when i am. she told me shes a nerd and has no free time, "as a warning" she said. no does that mean 'i have little free time so i dont want to make you feel unwanted or anything or have you get hopes up' or soemthing like ( Read more... )

you told me you had cried when it was decided i didnt like you. you were wrong, i did and do now, more than ever.

now im returning the favor.

tonight i shed tears for the one who thought i hung the moon, but i can no longer support the weight of a candle. all my false hopes down the drain. who can i spend valentines day with if not you.

Why ( Read more... )

so i noticed you bastards didnt do that survey ( Read more... )

this was stolen from kai, it used to be a chicks thing but i modified it, so if anything seems...i duno. GAY. dont mind it, just do the survey NOW BITCHES ( Read more... )