last night i got n a fight w/richard *surprise surprise*. i text him n said that i wanted to end if. Finished. The end. Wel his ass called me back n was all like oh no i <3 u n i dont wanna break up. w/e. i dont care. all i want from his is ALL of him. I sick of hearing about becky all the fuckin time!!! So he's comming over 2night, right? Well ( Read more... )

well now that my school is officialy filled with criminlas and coke addicts, i dont even know what to think. I came up here 2 get away from shit like this. People can even go 2 parties anymore w/out being pressured 2 do coke or heroin or sum other shit! It pisses me off. People aren't being loyal to thier friends and i dont understand why. Thier ( Read more... )

     i know that i should just stop. But i cant. Who else would want me? Even though i know deep down thats not what matters, superficially i cant help but let that controll me. I dont know what to do. I cant say no, but i want to so bad. He makes it so hard for me.

          Last night i went over to Richard's house. We just sat around and did alot of nothing. We went back to my house so that i could buy my *UGG* boots! i'm SOOOO excited to get em! Well we got em all done n everything and then my computer wouldnt let us check out! i was SO pissed! so 2night we're gonna go 2 his aunt's house n buy em.

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HAppy  Haloween every one! Today my costum is...CRAZY!!! i wasnt real n 2 b n a McyD's crew person so i decided 2 be CRAZY! 2 night is gonna bring MAJOR mischife if i can help it. Richard said he doesnt wanna go trick-or-treat~n but i beg 2 differ. I WANT CANDY!!!! I'm so excited for sum reson. idk y?! I hope everybody has a awesome night! I hope u ( Read more... )

The other day i was over at Richard's n he asked me y i alwayz erased my text messages b4 he came to c me. (well because its none of his god damn buisness who i talk to!) but i told him that i erased them every day, which i do but usually at night. So then last night he was all pissy with me and was tellin me that i treat him different noe. Well ( Read more... )

OK...Well now that im SO over him, Richard wants me back. I told him that by the time he figured out that i was what he wanted it would be too late, and it is. We're still friends but thats all. He told his family that he "gatunteed" that he was going 2 marry me. I DONT THINK SO!!! Y the hell would i marry him? He didnt ask me about that! But idk ( Read more... )

OK. So Richard and i are STILL broke up. I know. it's a record. But now i really dont know how much i wanna be with him. I mean i Do wanna be with him, but  i want him 2 WANT to be with me back. I know that he loves me a nd he knows that i love him, and thats the problem. I do love him and its SOOOO hard for me o just let go. He wasn't going to ( Read more... )

 took ur picture,with one particluar reason and its to capture ur character,
i like to sit and stare at 'cha
aint nothin wrong with starin at cha
girl dont get scared that i envison us getting married and i aint tryin to rush nuttin
cuz i aint rushin
it'll take a time like, "whats them things that move slow you knowthem...damn..i cant think cuz u on my ( Read more... )

                 Today is boring. We're goin to stay in the lighthouse in vermont again next weekend and im r4eally excited for that. I was gonna go 2 Potter's party 2noght but i got n a fight with richard abou it so now im not goin. Duke's of Hazzard is out 2night. I wanna go c that. I WILL go see that. Richard was gonna go 2 Canada this wekend ( Read more... )