i got back from South Carolina yesterday. So today when i got 2 school Chelsea almost started 2 cry cuz she missed me so much, Kenny was giving me "those looks" again, and Mike forgot i was even gone. But he very quickly realized it and apolagized. When i got home i went upstairz n was n the process of cleaning my room n then Richard poped his cute ( Read more... )

Man, I Love Richard Luke Buell! That kid loves me so much that I can puke all over him and his car and he will STILL come back the next day to hold me up while i brush my teeth and puke some more. He calls like 80 times just to make sure im ok. He tells me " I love you, so very much." and then tucks me into bed so i can sleep it off. Then he comes ( Read more... )

ok...Friday night was prom. I had fun. When we walked down 4 court Mike kissed my had n then gave me my rose. It was so cute. Tricia n Tim got princess n prince, and Sarah n Mike got Queen n King. Afterwards me n richard n Melissa followed mike 2 the party. We turned down this road n there was a car n the ditch. It was this kid that Mike, Amber, n ( Read more... )

Prom's 2morrow...im not n a very happy mood...

My senior picsturned out ok.....i wish i hadnt gained so much weight....

I wish i could b anirexic or sumthing....i h8 it up here.....

My "best friend" isnt talking 2 me cuz i didnt go 2 Wal-Mart w/her......

I know her mom has cancer n we talked about it.....

Y didnt she just tell us that she couldnt ( Read more... )

Why do ppl act the way they do? Is it some invonlentary thing that makes ppl lie, love, hate, or anything? I will never really understand these things. What makes ppl tick? Got a job 2day at McDonalds. Mabey now i can have some of the things i desire. 1 thing that i desire that i know i will never have is all of Richard. Does he feel obligated to ( Read more... )

  The love of your life may not be there your whole life. Cherish eachother for as long as  you have them, and if they do leave you, you will  ALWAYS have the memories.
                                 ** We have BEAUTIFUL memories**

I dont really know what 2 do anymore. This is getting 2 b too much. I have no idea what im going 2 do, wheater it b drastic or not, I just dont know. Prom is in a week and i STILL dont have a dress. IM not going 2 prom party cuz Richard doesnt want to...We're gettin a hotel room instead. N me n mom haven't been getting alone good still. I cant take ( Read more... )

Melissa's high. She thinks everything's funny.

WTF!~ This sux! My dog just got hit...im fightin w/my mom....and richard isnt here 2 help me through it! I'm leaving in 2 dayz n now im not gonna c him b 4 i go! UUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHH! this is a PURE BULLSHIT day! My mom wants me 2 pay HER $20 a week so she can take me 2 work...if i dont have a job, she bitches, if i do have a job, she fuckin bitches! ( Read more... )

This weekend was INSANE!!!! Thursday I was gonna go to Ricky's w/the M's but i didnt so Richard came over. I was n a REALLY bad mood so we didnt do mch. Friday after school we all went to Ricky's. It was me, Mollie, Melissa, Ricky, Trey, Tyler, Matt Mowers, and Mark Young. We all just hung out n me, Mollie, Ricky, and Matt went to Magro's to get ( Read more... )