I feel awful every single day and I don't know what to do to fix it. Stuck.

16. When it wasn’t raining that summer, the days were stiflingly humid. As dawns settled into mornings, I would turn over, watching you sleep silently and purely while my body, stirring from a maturing lust, ached and deteriorated slowly, like baby’s breath on a window, or the time it took for the hills to begin to roll.

9. I told you five minutes and only once. Begging is never attractive. In a dark room that I never saw again, compliance and compliments flowed while I adjusted my stockings. I walked into the cold winter night and by the time I got home, the stockings were destroyed and blood was everywhere ( Read more... )

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Now you're looking for the secret, but you won't find it because you're not really looking. You don't really want to know the secret.

You want to be fooled.