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Luck be a man tonight
I have found him... And I am grateful. Ella Fitzgerald and Etta James and Billie Holiday would understand...
Love will never again feel like this. Because this is what love is made from.
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Your friends asked you to move to the other side of the country. You said no, obviously.... Unless of course they choose San Francisco.
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?
Do I seriously mean so little to you that not only does an 'I love you' not matter, but staying in NYC is also up in the air?
Figure out what you want, because I'm tired of pretending ( Read more... ) -
Lost
I told you I loved you, and you told me you weren't ready. You told me you were falling but that because of your past, you couldn't say those three words back to me... Yet.
...why does the past circumvent the present? I've been hurt too you know. I've been destroyed actually.
....it doesn't make me feel any less... If anything, my inability to ( Read more... ) -
Al-al-al-alcohol
I shouldn't drink but I do. I shouldn't have one more but I will. I should be better than this but I'm not.
I shouldn't do a lot of things but I can't not do them...
I'm addicted to certain ways of
Life.
...but my addiction to you is the worst. I don't ever want to give it up.
Never.
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Fallen.
It is maddening how quickly I have fallen for you. Your sweet smile and kind eyes, intensified only by your understanding heart, have somehow caught me off guard and tricked me into submission. While it's true that the whirlwind of romance handed the romantic (yours truly) rose colored spectacles, it also imparted an erratic and uncontrollable fear ( Read more... ) -
I am not myself with him...
Not completely anyway. I wait for my date until we are apart. He would not approve. He says he doesn't care, but I can see the future sketched into his face. Alcohol will wait for me. But him? If he sees me for what I am, he will realize what I already know.
I'm a fraud. -
Jameson neat
I'm sitting in a bar (doc watsons)- and the bartender just filled me up a glass of Jameson because I tipped him well- and I'm alone. And I'm so fucking sad. I wish I had someone to talk to... But I don't. There's no one. He drove me to this point... Him... Bruce... And I can't even talk to him. I don't trust anyone with my feelings.... How tragic. ( Read more... ) -
Someone to fall back on?
Don't you think for one second I don't know how special I am and how much better than you I deserve. You think I don't see past your watered down charm; your broken and battered past; your necessity for me...and not the other way around. I am better than you ( Read more... ) -
This city and my heart
I love this city... I overcame my fears and now I couldn't picture my life anywhere else. I've never been happier then when I wake up every morning... But some things don't change. I wish I could overcome everything, but I guess that's not the case. I'm still the girl that wants what is worst for me. I'm still the girl that gets hurt too easily and ( Read more... ) -
New York, New York
...I don't know if I'm going to make it here... It's my first day, and all those dreams I've had forever regressed. I'm 26 years old, and now all I want is the people I love most... I know I need to wait it out, just like Hawaii, but I'm terrified... Maybe the right place for me has always been home.
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