well we got back together the 18th and then he left to goto kimberly on the 20th for a week, just got back lastnite and so we were just chillin with the good ol' neighbors from downstairs (keri & vern) and then we went upstairs to bed, cuddled, kissed...then we were just about to fall asleep and he whispers "hey dez" i say "yea?" he says "i love ( Read more... )

soo that nite, i saw andrew on wed and he acted like nothing happened...well i go out again Saturday night, and who do i see out again, andrew....at first it was weird and then i couldnt take it anymore, i realized how much i missed him AGAIN but really actually missed him...and i started crying everytime i seen him...and well everyone got up to go ( Read more... )

sooo i was talking about talking andrew about breaking up...well i broke up with him the next day, Monday, 13th and so i wrote him a letter cuz i suck a verbalizing stuff so when he came over he asked what i wanted to talk to him about and i said well, lots of stuff and i went and got the letter and gave it to him and as he was reading it i ( Read more... )

Well we all went camping (me, andrew, dustyn, laura) it was fun...but i was gunna talk andrew that nite about "us" but he ended up getting wayyyy too hammered, and i went to bed early cuz i worked that day and i was effing tired as hell. So i still need to talk to him. I got lots of pictures, he didnt seem to mind me taking pics of him alone, etc ( Read more... )

When you're with someone, you're supposed to feel that "can't wait to see them, miss them when their gone" all that good stuff.... but with Andrew, i dont get insane when i see him, when he was gone for 2 weeks...i didnt really miss him, i just missed having someone around, not exactly him per say...and its been just over a month, but usually i ( Read more... )

okayyy soo i found out when the new twilight movie is coming out and omg imm soooooooooooooooo fucking stoked its not even funny...and must i say....DAMMN jacob is looking effing hot. i cant waiiiit, and its Andrews birthday the day before that soo its cool...and yesterday me and andrew took his little sister, Raea to Windlaw(first time meeting her ( Read more... )

May 28th eh? hmm well some stuff has happened....soo me and jared officially broke up on my birthday, so okay....whatever...crap gotta finish this later, done work ( Read more... )

hmmm may 1st eh...well i moved into my new place, and its great..i LOVE IT!! the only thing...jared went to court thursday may 7th and well the next day (friday may 8th) at 1130am i was getting weird txt messages from his cell phone saying im a slut and he doesnt like me anymore etc...so i was freaking out, and i knew it wasnt jared because the way ( Read more... )

soo i moved into my place today, i HATE moving. ahah my day has been sooo effing shitty so far, like this morning...jared txt me at 330am and told me he wouldnt be coming this weekend cuz his boss is a douchebag and wouldnt let him have the weekend off. so that right there sucked, woke up and just omg everything was just hell today, so moved in my ( Read more... )

i move in TOMORROW!!!!!! and things with jared are greatt. my life at this point is sooooo great and i couldnt be happier right now.