insanity.

so good right now.

i just want to blink and suddenly have my brain pulled inside of itself as time flashes backwards ( Read more... )

user friendly site navigation systems. its all making sense now. as we plunge deeply into 2006 you must realize that the fact that we are in the 2000's or "oughts" is now old. as of 06 we are halfway to 2010 which is considered the future. and well the future exists everysecond ever, every letter that i type right now is one additional step more ( Read more... )

i really enjoy that.

usually i fail to make any sense to anyone.

there is a giant bug flying aruond my head. there have been giant bugs in my house all week. trying to escape the cold no doubt.

so i sit at home for hours, listening to the most beautiful music and not being able to make up my mind about anything. confusion sets in on an early sunday morning, as i finally see the sun for the first time in like 7 days.

i really miss the way everything was exactly one year ago.

everything will end up the way it is supposed to. i promise.

i had 5 consecutive dreams last night. i cant remember all of them. but heres the gist. one was a nightmare on elm street scenerio. basically freddie was in my dreams. and haunting me. just like in the movie. but he kept fucking up and not getting me. woah. i cant remember any of the others. this is the worst lj entry of my life. i appologize ( Read more... )

im insanely lonely right now.