bored, lonely, sleepy. all i think of is what ive been filling my lungs with all night. and its fucking incredible.

ok so today. i was going to go get a sandwhich for my lunch break. and then. this old guy in a jeep grand cheroke totally crashed into me. like there was a fork in the road and i went left at the fork and he just BAM hit my car. so i roll down my window and im like "um, what are you doing" cuz he was old and looked really confused. and hes like " ( Read more... )

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crash against the right side
blackheart leans towards freckled glistening navigational systems
pull the curtain up and attain maximum velocity
extended glass gives way to tortured boyhood fantasies

i wish i wish i wish

i wish everyone could see what i see when i stand in my backyard at night

so i hate when i come from work and im home for 5 minutes and mom comes yelling at the door "dig come here" (she calls me dig sometimes) so i go over there and she has 2 dishes that she found outside that are fucking disgusting and shes like "can you wash these out for me watch out for them they are going to smell really bad"

st-st-st-stupid

43% stupid.

im so insanely tired. like death tired 4. strike. i came home at about 1030 and then was called to promptly return back out. thanks jake. i stayed away from the bad. im a good kid i promise. i need to stop being so tired. i need to go and buy a new guitar tomoro. i need to buy some clothes. like a large amount of clothes. that is all.

so i keep having this dream where me and the guys are going through this cave and theres all these huge fucking tarantulas in there. but they arnt really doing anything they are just chillin. and some of them are in upside down tupperwear containers with like food and bedding (like for hamsters) in there for them. And its a pretty cool cave it ( Read more... )

so i began setting up my basement music arena. i got this sweet blue carpet at osjl. it just worked out thats its exactly the right size for the area i was planning on using. I need to fix my head as soon as possible. Its prolly nothing major wrong with it, except the fact that the power switch is missing. but still. I love that head. Inside it ( Read more... )

so i had all this stuff i was going to do tonight. but instead of doing it. i just drove around thinking about stuff and then i went and got some ice cream. i dont know. i wish i had done something but then i dont. i just needed some time to myself i guess. thats all.