Ok so this weekend has been pretty much a haze!! GOoD sTuFf has happened thou... First i spend like 400 dollars at pac sun and Abercrombie so yeah... So me and the guys went out to shotziez and shit... it was a little differnt... we closed that bar up.... then the next morning me and cain went out... i was still drunk and he bought be a jager and ( Read more... )

Ok So i started talking to Kay Dee Tonight. He was just there for moral support really. He thinks i have narcissism... LOL!!! I'm so far from it... I'm more of a self loathing person really. If i were narcissistic i wouldn't try to hurt myself... i would try to hurt others but a self loathing person is more on keeping it to theirself. I am really ( Read more... )

Ok, so there i was... I got to work late again today... so what who cares... But i had to go smoke a cigarette. So i went outside in the freezing fucking cold with out a coat and lit up. A cup of coffee in one hand and a smoke in the other... first i lose my balance and spill a little coffee on myself... right in the crotch... so everyone starts ( Read more... )

I called some more people today... i wish i would have stayed up layter thou so i could have called even more people... the rest of my friends were still in school before i went to bed... It sucked... then my dumb ass was late for work today... not like 10 minute or 20 minutes it was me showing up a fucking hour and half late... yah who's the man ( Read more... )

Ok, so i started doing shit that i normally do today like update my livejournals, look up my email, play some guitar and bone out with a few friends, smoke cigarettes and get the muchies! Ya know... well while me and my friends were chillin i noticed that i have a complete differnt set a friends from when i first got out here. I got talking and one ( Read more... )

The noose gets tighter around my throught ( Read more... )

I'm still having a good night except for the fact that i was taking a nap in my awesome new chair!! GOD THIS THING IS COMFORTABLE!!! And Dillon walked in and woke me up by accident so i went to smoke a cigarette. It's all good, he thought i was dead thou coz of the way i passed out... it's straight! Peace ya'll ( Read more... )

Hmmm... Words couldn't even express how i feel right now... i look at pictures and see her smile and it just got me fucked up inside! Yeah i'm fucked up inside... my brain hurtz like hella fuckin bad yo! Good news, I'm hella stoked to be coming home!!!! Life will be better then!! Peace ( Read more... )

~*If I..... what would you say ( Read more... )