Geez, relationships are some tough stuff. I made a pros and cons list, and it was about even, but the bad was stuff that would never truly change. I feel horrible. All I want to do is hug him (he gave the best hugs EVER) . but I dunno if i feel this because I am no longer with him or what the deal is. I know i care DEEPLY for him and love him ( Read more... )

So much has changed, in a good amount of time. I feel like I have grown so much since the last post. I have about 1 and 1/2 of school left, fewer, but much stronger friendships, a boyfriend, and a strange form of anxiety. I have gotten to view the world differently. I feel like I have more of an inward perspective. I am now a member of the ( Read more... )

so ok. this is my schedule until the semester is over ( Read more... )

i keep thinking about death ( Read more... )

wow.

death really means the end. like once someon eis dead they are really truely gone,. thats it... no turning back, no closure, no hugs, no words, no looks, thats just it. there is nothing u can do .... u have no control over death.

how scarey is that

so rejection sucks... it seems like everyone i meet wants to just mess around.

i hate that.

im looking for more i guess

wow. so much has happend since the last time i wrote in this.

i had a bf. we broke up (david...long story)
im in college
my faith... rollercoaster... but still firm

wow... im in awe at how much i have changed.

i love this live journal stuff....

so... i got a job at big K! i enjoy it a lot!!!! i worked from 5-10 today!...my feet huuurt! tomorrow i work from 1-8 and then saturday from 1-9 its cool because im always busy....its craaaaazy! but i have so much energy now...what to do???? well ya so thats wats new w/ me...thats all.... i made a few friends there...thats always nice!

well i havent updated in a while but not much has changed...

school is stressful but thats my own fault... i tend to procrastinate...a lot and dont study like i should...church is great as usual...

boys...hhaha ya theyre there i have little crushers or w/e but i dont like anyone at all...kinda boring but a lot easier!...

ive been going to the gym ( Read more... )

this is my entry.