Excuse me sir, do you mind opening this?

[cloud45]

I don't believe in karma. "Good things come to those who wait," is a tired expression used to comfort people who miss out on everything. I am well on my way to becoming a bitter old woman who lives with her twelve cats in a tiny apartment. I'll name each cat after a country I've never visited and knit them afghans that they'll piss on

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[proloto]

congradulations, you graduated high school two years after me, and will get your bachlors two years before me.

*HUGS*

[darkirisgirl]

*HUGS*

I really don't think that ever helps either. I went through early adolescence hating myself because I whenever I was depressed I was always reminded by the circumstances of people close to me that it could be so much worse. Fuck that response.

You're intelligent, and you're beautiful, and honestly you're not alone. The clumsiness you speak of...SOOOO familiar to me. But things haven't been easy for you. If you ever need to talk, I'm here. I can even do that thing where I just listen and don't respond with the advice you've heard a million times before already, or the same reassurances, just listen. But it'll have to be over AIM...my phone is broken. >_< If you need my sn leave a comment in my lj or message me on facebook.

I hope you feel better.

Re: *HUGS*

[cloud45]

Thanks, I might be IMing you when I have some time (I have your sn). It's been a while since we've talked... I want to say though that I hope I didn't worry you, because I really didn't intend for this entry to be incredibly serious... I was just venting frustrations, and a lot of it was supposed to be more cynical/sarcastic, not whiney and, "I'm so unhappy." Guess that wasn't totally clear.

Re: *HUGS*

[darkirisgirl]

I worry a lot less about people who actually vent their frustrations. I've learned, trust me. But I mean, it still sounds like you've had to deal with a load of shit and I am sympathetic. I promise I do not have a list of hotlines on hand for the moment you IM me. ;p

[lucy_n_the_skie]

I always do that when I do the dishes too. I HATE that.

I've always been told that I should be a writer too....thing is, I don't think writers make enough. So, I'm doing nursing. It's tough since science is not my strength.

[skimmed_miilk]

If someone ever says it could be worse to me, I want to smack them in the mouth. Yeah, the world exploding could be worse but its not fucking happening & it doesn't change the thing that is getting me down!

Writing seems to be the only thing I could actually apply myself to...except I suck at writing & would die of starvation & self pity if I tried to make a living from it.

And I sympathise big style on the whatteshitdoidonow thing...I'm more clueless than ever about everything.

[bad_lily]

I did not read this. I did not laugh. I did not feel guilty for not laughing and not reading.

O.o

[cloud45]

Believe me, it was meant to be funny. Everything is true, but I'm sorta in this place where things are so shitty I'm making fun of myself. Because really, most of this crap could only happen to me.