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If this is love.....
I hate promises and I might begin to hate the word 'forever'. There are times that I wonder if it was alright to fall in love. Here I am, almost down on my knees, with nothing but fevered shards of feelings that are left in me ( Read more... ) -
is it just indulgence
Is it just indulgence.....I asked him again today..what if we will have a son? Oh so many plans....but he wants me to quit working...he wants me to be there always...for my son...our son....I love you sweetie -
me and my dolls.....
It's been awhile since I last posted in my own journal. Lately my life runs around my job and my circle of friends whom I dearly dearly love. I am also studying shamanism, guided by my best friend, Bane. And the best surprise addition to my life are my dolls, Blair Templeton IV(Tae Yang Maguna) and Miss Miranda Brighton (Pullip Blanche). Although ( Read more... ) -
Platonic perfection or androgynous distraction
It has been more than a year since that night when I first saw him. Must be some kind of a trick or I was just way too careless to let anybody mosey into my life. In the midst of a lackluster engagement and way too bored to be a bother, I allowed myself to be invited to a Halloween party (which I left early) and I even ditched my costume ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Happy Friday
A weekend of well-deserved rest. Working for more than ten hours each day is more than enough for a reformed couch potato like me. -
Faux pas, hoaxes and life's other so-called iniquities
Blah!
Wow! That's big topic up there. Don't know if I'm going to measure up to it. Well...look at me....at the desk from 1.30 to 11pm.....a certified chairpolisher. Bet you haven't heard of that old fogey talk. I just dug it up from the cobwebbed recesses of my brain (poor thing..haven't fed it for awhile). I'm making use of my gift of gab which ( Read more... ) -
Through the night, Across the ocean
Wow! It's really been awhile. Finally, I am at work, plowing through night shift and starting to de-freeze my brain. I have to re-learn teaching again but the experience is gratifying. Long distance calls and choppy video transmissions notwithstanding, being able to utilize brain cells....damn, somebody zap me before I overdo it. Hehehehe.... But ( Read more... ) -
what to do when it rains....
What should I do when it rains....I just look at that picture of clouds over the river and wish weather would be always like that. Rrright....the last quarter of the year won't be the same without the nip in the weather. Mmmm....October is just right around the corner and here comes Halloween and the Yule. I woke up this morning rather late thanks ( Read more... ) -
for a cup of hot cocoa....
chocolate and lovesongs used to make me sentimental and poetic....zzzzz.....I miss those tableas...When I took that photo, I was wishing for coffee and someone to discuss anything but the weather with. My best friend, now a law student, lost that bohemian spark ever since he got into law school. There was a time (before law school) that coffee and ( Read more... )