HAHA BITCHES!!!!

Soooo....livejournal... we meet again. i wish to accomplish other things but i shall do this instead. hmm..what to talk about. well...i have 1003.87 dollars saved in a savings account now..finally. i am currently doing laundry. i'll be eighteen in less than two months..weird. and even stranger and AWESOME is i will be in europe in a little over two ( Read more... )

...not really though! I finally got another job. I start training for the Arlington tomorrow. I should start working on Sunday. I'm just so happy I get to make money now..which I need..and need to save up. I'll be workin' full time..and doing some school. It's nice to know I won't get bitched at so much by my dad now. I've decided not to take the ( Read more... )

this is a good month.. it's now been a whole year since i cut myself.. a very happpy thing indeed. i start paid training at my new job tomorrow.. but i must wait three weeks to get paid. 'tis fine. i take the CHSPE agaaain this month... i pretty much have to be moved outta my room by the end of this week. packing stuff is weird. stepmom is with ( Read more... )

desperately fighting off depression.. it's been like this for a few weeks now. i need something new. :|

i woke up this morning and everything in my life kind of hit me in the face.. throughout the day everything that bothered me this morning faded away pretty much.. except for the fact that i really miss Mom. i miss talking to her.. i've been crying a lot today. i almost feel like it's needed though.. since i haven't been crying much at all. and when ( Read more... )

FUCK NIGHTMARES... i haven't had one in so long. and fuck those dreams where you think you're awake. i had one right after the nightmare. oh.. and fuck waking up with my heart pounding in my chest and my temples throbbing with pain. bleh. i want a hug. and i want somebody to sleep next to. i feel like i little girl.. my nightmares used to freak me ( Read more... )

i notice i've been updating here a lot. hmm. so, dad changed his fucking mind about me moving out. i blame my stepmom. oh well. hopefully i can just emancipate myself.. i guess i'm like.. technically single now. i don't know what to do about all of that. sometimes i desperately wish that i could fall out of love as quickly and easily as i fell into ( Read more... )

i still need a job. but julli is helping me and i know i'll get one very soon. still need to sign up for cc, and julli is ALSO coming with me to do that, which is awesome. and most likely after i get a job i will be moving out, which is cerraazzy, but very good and i need it. i have lots of stuff i want and need to do today so i need to get on it, ( Read more... )

I'll give a little update. Why not? I've be alright recently. Kind of up and down. Things with my boyfriend are weird and bad and they need to be fixed, but I'd rather not get into all that. I tested out of high school last weekend and I'm pretty sure I passed the test. I did it on two hours of sleep(at the most), and I may have done a little ( Read more... )