i go back to school tomorrow. i haven't been there for two weeks. it's not something i look forward to.. it's sad that my two friends from that school left already... but i have my books. i talked to my PO the other day and she told me my teachers say i do the minimum.. i don't put extra effort in, ever. and that i'm usually just reading a book. it ( Read more... )

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. Come on, just do it.
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i feel better. my codeine has been upgraded to liquid vicodin! still a little pain. but now i can sleep. my throat isn't looking to great.. but that's okay. it's healing. i'm very excited to see gramma this weekend. dad said he talked to her on the phone and she sounds like the old gramma again. if i had other things to say... i've fogotten them..

and it means nothing to me... yesterday i got my tonsils removed. yesterday i sat next to David Crosby in the waiting room while mom almost had a heart attack. then i slept, slept, slept. today i woke up crying because of the pain. the codiene helps.. but for some reason it's getting less and less effective. what will i do? the pain is already back ( Read more... )

Sigur Ros was... fucking breathtaking. His voice is orgasmic. I loved it.

it was my first day of school today. it was boring but meh, i need to catch up in credits and hopefully test out in april. i'm on probation until the 31st of march. uugghh. that's going to be fun. and i have to do twenty hours of community service and anger management and therapy. i'm probably missing something. but hey, i don't have to go to ( Read more... )

Guess who's still alive? And I'm doing quite well. Luckily for me, all of the drama and bullshit has been outweighed by good and wonderful things, such as beauty and love and friendship. I'm enjoying life more than I have for a very long time.. maybe more than I ever have. I'm am definitely going with the flow, and it has fucked me over yet. I know ( Read more... )

Why the update? I really don't know.. I'm not going to go into what is happening right now, but things at 'home' are fucked up and such. I just hope Hallie is doing alright. This weekend I was to go to San Fransisco to see Billy Corgan. I guess it just wasn't meant to be. Thinking too much has been hurting my head recently. I think I'm just going ( Read more... )

I wasn't sure whether I wanted to say goodnight or goodmorning, but I've decided on the latter. Yes, I go on no sleep today. I slept enough yesterday anyway. I've been reading Billy Corgan's biography. I'm so into it now, I knew I would be once I let myself start reading it. It just feels so real.. and his words work my emotions as if they were on ( Read more... )