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i really dont know what bothering me
im soo fucken weird
god
i promised myself i wasnt going to cry
what am i crying about -
uhh
when is this hate that i feel towards myself going to go away ( Read more... ) -
honestly
i love you so freaken much ( Read more... ) -
feels like im competing everyday
i feel so ugly, or the girl thats not pretty enough for you.
people make is so obvious and well its feels like there stabbing a knife right through your heart.
if i ever told u what was wrong at that moment ill feel so embaressed so i just keep things shut and dont say one word
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what i want for christmas ha or maybe even sooner
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are pictures just memories?
well yes i think they save and capture amzing memories. Now ive just realized that some people dont care as much for those memories as i do. Ha they just shove them in to places ( Read more... ) -
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im so confused
with myself
acually im just confused in general
well time to get ready for work
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call me selfish
So its time to graduate and i have to say im kind of not ready. I think im just not ready to freaken move on and leave things behind. I dont do so well with change and haha i guess this time everything has to. Today i have to say i was so freaken excited to know that tomorrow is going to be my last day. earlier i though i figured everything out ( Read more... ) -
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The only way people could unerstand how you feel is by being in your shoes. YEah my lifes pefect. I wouldnt replace anyone in my life, their all so specail to me. Its just theres things im missing. Once i step in to this room it seems like im locked in here for hours and talking to this computer is all i can do because theres nothing else to do. I ( Read more... ) -
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love is difficult yeah very cliché but I love it and need it more then anything. When you love some one so much the littlest things get to u. You cant really help to have such a big reaction cause its your love, your heart and something has gone wrong, You can help but think the worst.