ok, this is crazy. i actually forgot about livejournal. or having a journal. gosh, it must seem like i have no life. I was just realizing this when i looked at my friend Eddie's friend list. but, here is the thing. . . CLINTONIANS DON'T DO LIVEJOURNAL. and, i think internet friends are kinda strange. oh well... decided to post some poems, ( Read more... )

had a bitchin' time at Sarah Mclachlan concert last nite. I went with steph p., steff L., Eleanor Morgan-ALbert, and Sarah Machold. The interesting thing is that I don't really listen to S.M., but out of the twenty something songs she performed I knew almost all of them. It was a tubular experience, and there was more middle age women than ( Read more... )

finally friday ( Read more... )

k. . .so, today was an interesting day. apres l'ecole, I had senior one act rehearsal, mmk? so, i get there and apparently (because he is probably very lazy at home) James had not finished his script(lil tit). His show is also quite annoying because I played the devil perfectly, to COMPLETE perfection; but, because "Erica doesn't have a penis, ( Read more... )

no more SATs! life is suddenly beautiful. . .

i have actually come to the conclusion that nihilism can be respected. although the SAT has hindered my logic reasoning. . .

yeah, had my a.p. u.s. history exam this morning and it is all over with! YEESSSS... well, i've been really busy lately, so i ain't been writing much, ya hear? infact, i got myself an SAT tomorrow, which totally isn't cool, but the hell, right? anyway, prom is in two weeks- that's exciting. i'm not going with my chemical being, but with a good ( Read more... )

k, here's my prob, i just realized that i really hate my life. i know it sounds emo, and i have no right; but, i really hate my life, all of it. everyone in it, including myself is fake, this life is fake. humans walk around, living life, thinking about themselves. Their probs, their ideas and plans, and idiot philosphies that are followed and ( Read more... )

got into a fight with mom again. it seems like she fights with one of us (jae or me) every night, it's getting fucking annoying. so, last nite, i went to see amityville horror (or i tried). and, before we went i got the times completely changed around for mom, becuz she wanted to make lasagna, cool. so, i get to the cinema, and apprently they ( Read more... )

my mom thinks I don't feel pain or sadness because "i don't cry" and because i told her i don't like feeling those emotions. her reaction was that maybe if i stopped concentrating on my friends and my appearance that maybe I would be happier because then I could be overwhelmed by the more important parts of life, like death. she just doesn't ( Read more... )