Okay, so last week I got into a HUGE fight with my mom and dad. They were being complete asses and I don't understand them and they don't understand me. They found out that I was still cutting so my freakin mom went down into my room and took all my razors, knifes, everything!! It's bullshit. I don't understand them. Well anways, my dad told ( Read more... )

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My life just seems to be getting worse and worse as we speak. My sister told me that my mom found out that I am still cutting. I know that she knows now, but she hasn't mentioned it to me so I don't really know what to do. I hope she isn't gonna go all psycho on me again. Not only the whole cutting thing, but the whole deal with me ending up in ( Read more... )

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Tuesday, March 1, 2005 is Self-Injury Awareness Day.

wear orange if:

you currently or used to self-injure,
someone you know currently or used to self-injure,
or you just support the cause

I am so pissed off. My friend Sam is going out, or shall I say was going out, with my best friend Tim. He flipped out last night because he wanted to be there for my sister along with Sam and I for the first time she got high. Well, my sister didn't want him around and neither did we really. He flipped out and Sam ended up breaking up with him. ( Read more... )

I lost it again. I cut today, twice on my arms. I did it before work. What's crazy is that I don't even have a reason to why I did it. I just did. I haven't been like this in a very long time. It's weird. But oh well. They aren't real deep though, but I am so afraid that my mom is gonna see the cuts. I have been wearing my sweatshirt all ( Read more... )

Okay, so I hopefully find out soon whether or not I am able to see Ryan for his graduation in March. Ughhh. I just worry about what if my parents don't let me go. I have thought about carving Ryan on my hip just to kinda say f-ck you to my parents. I have even thought about going to the store to get some new blades. Mine are kind of dull now ( Read more... )

I wish I could at least get a phone call from Ryan. I was thinking maybe they would let him call from basic to just say Happy Valentines Day and an I love you, but I guess not. It's 8 right now and last time he got to call it was 7 I guess but I wasn't home. It sucked. But oh well. I've just sat around the house today and watched the rest of ( Read more... )

Oh man, I just woke up not that long ago. Today I have the day off and for once in like forever I got to actually sleep in!! I got to sleep till about 10, because my dad woke me up because he was working on the house. We're working on re-modeling. JOY! NOT! I have been in a much better mood though, so that's always a plus ( Read more... )