sometimes Im not too sure about life. when the cold season comes, I get more aggrivated and on edge, the slightest things that usually never bother me, do. it's the cold, it's the change in my mood, my depression and anxiety hit me harder.

Ive been causing more fights with Matthew, and I dont mean to, but because of circumstances and what has ( Read more... )

ok, so I know I said I wasnt going to update this and I was done with it, but something happened recently that really made me feel.. Im not going to say insecure, cause Im far from that, but it definitely got me to rethink a lot of things . regardless of people "blogging" and blahblah and exposing my feelings for everybody to see, I dont care. Im ( Read more... )

i dont update this anymore. ive gotten over the whole livejournal craze.
but it's safe to say, matthew and i are in love, we've been together for 13 months. and we're gonna stay together.

l0lz thanks fer the memoriez lj.

am i a fool for believing and trusting you?

i hope this doesnt screw me over in the end. ive put everything i got into this since day 1, and im not going to let this mess it up.

my boyfriend makes everything about life, so good &perfect.

you make me so incredibly happy &weak. kissing you just makes me feel like im on cloud nine and i swear it's the best feeling ever.

you have me hooked.

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
sloppy seconds bitch : )

lalalalala-love life.
end.

long island is filled with the shittiest people i know. not to mention the most lame. i feel everyone i meet is patheticccccccccc.

grow up.

TO ME!!!
Im finally 18 and I can finally get tattoo's and piercings legally!
yayyyyyy.

i fuckin HATE females.

shut the fuck up with your pussy ass drama. go cry to someone who actually gives two shits.