i really just wish i were across the country. in class.

i feel clever. but at the same time, noiseless.

"what's the point?" he asked as he put on his cap and gloves. "what's the point of being cold or warm or happy or sad?" i told myself i would never tell another lie, but laughed at the irony when i explained temperatures and emotions to my own backward eyes. you should have seen the look on my face.

i enjoy things like tonight though.

good day. i saaid, goodday.

i will ricochet from the planet and continue.
wine, music, a pleasant night. i really love those boys a lot.

fuck music. serious.

day two has been the longest day of my life. and it's not even 7pm. i'm emotional and irritable but i feel clean. i'm mad at the world for no reason at all.

i think if you saw the sky right now you might not be so sad.

day one, complete. i probably could have picked a better day to quit, ha.

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