The world is a very different place when you finally have something to lose.
When you start giving into your emotions and actually crying instead of bottling things up, you feel a lot more settled.
When you start seeing beauty in complete and utter breakdown, you become a lot more empathetic.
When you value all of the moments that you can be with the ( Read more... )

At this moment, I hate everyone. Every fucking one.

Don't worry about a thing because every little thing is gonna be alright.
Don't worry about a thing because every little thing is gonna be alright.
Don't worry about a thing because every little thing is gonna be alright.
Don't worry about a thing because every little thing is gonna be alright.
Don't worry about a thing because every little thing is ( Read more... )

And I stand here, completely hopeless, spitting out blood and teeth and gasping for every breath. The walls are of my coffin, not my room. Around me I see nothing but blank despair, a feeling so wraught with nothingness that it seeps into every atom and crushes the possibility of life, love, hope, desire. I stand here at this gate wherein ( Read more... )

Every time that I pass under a tunnel and hold my breath, see a falling star, blow out birthday candles, see 11:11 on the clock - I only wish for one thing...

I'm scared. I'm really, really scared.

I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemies eyesListen as the crowd would sing ( Read more... )

I woke up and wished that I was dead,
With an aching in my head,
I lay motionless in bed.
I thought of you and where you'd gone
Let the world spin madly on.

And everything that I said I'd do
Like make the world brand new
And take the time for you
I just got lost and slept right through the dawn
And the world spins madly on.

I let the day go by
I always say ( Read more... )

 Music is the cure for the soul's ailments. I used to listen to it every morning before I went to school - even just for 10 minutes helped the day start out so much better.

I need to start doing that. I feel so much calmer when I listen to music. :)

Forgive: to give up resentment of or claim to requital for; to excuse for a fault or an offense, pardon; to renounce anger or resentment against

Heartache: Emotional anguish, sorrow
        Fester: to undergo decay, rot; to be or become an increasing source of irritation or poisoning
        Hatred: intense animosity or hostility; a feeling of ( Read more... )