Hmm,  maybe I should clarify that I'm really okay. None of the posts that I've written the past few days are anything that I want to talk about, honestly. They're just deeply embedded into me and I figure that livejournal is technically here for REAL life and not for tons of bullshit, y'know? I may move to a different site but I'm comfortable in ( Read more... )

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind.
You can be sure I know my heart.
Cause I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears.

And though I'll make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

Gutted,
A lifeless fish
Dangling in this stale air
Intestines sprawled out beside -
Sterilized and cold,
Waiting for the juice to dry up
So they can rot.
Hollow,
A dead deer
Hooves splayed out in all directions
Eyes glazed over
Staring into nothing
Seeing into nothing
Hearing only empty space,
Breathless air suffocating
Even the deceased.
Silence sits cold in this ( Read more... )

Don't get any big ideas
They're not gonna happen

You paint yourself white
And fill up with noise
But THERE'LL BE SOMETHING MISSING

Now that you've found it, it's gone
Now that you feel it, YOU DON'T
You've gone off the rails

SO DON'T GET ANY BIG IDEAS
They're not gonna happen

YOU'LL GO TO HELL FOR WHAT YOUR DIRTY MIND IS THINKING

Sing it for me,
I can't erase the stupid things I say.
You're better than me,
I struggle just to find a better way.

[Chorus:]
So here we are, fighting and trying to hide the scars.
I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly say goodbye.
The lonely road, the one that I should try to walk alone.
I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly ( Read more... )

Sometimes the snow comes down in June,
Sometimes the sun goes round the moon.
I see the passion in your eyes,
Sometimes it's all a big surprise.

Cause there was a time when all I did was wish
You'd tell me this was love.
It's not the way I hoped, or how I planned
But somehow it's enough.

And now we're standing face to face,
Isn't this world a crazy place?
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It seems to be that time of the year again.

Maybe it's a Spring thing, y'know? Maybe Spring-time just inspires it. After all, Winter seems to be the time that the world dies and Spring is when it's reborn. Everyone loves newborns, everyone loves birth and it's all happy and joyous and cute and special. So why not? Why not take this opportunity to ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think that it's not the relationships that save you, it's the people. I feel like it's the love that you unconditionally feel for yourself which allows you to love other people. I feel like there are about 4.5 million good reasons to be alive and at least 3.5 million of those are the people who you meet, see, hear about and interact ( Read more... )

On the bright side, I didn't ruin my promise for Lent!

Boys confuse me. But I've come to the conclusion that I would rather date boys than men.

What does that mean...?

Well, not that I'm a pedophile. What it means is that I find that men are just... too serious for me. They're too clear cut and they expect too much and give too little and they know too many tricks that they pull out from underneath their ( Read more... )