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right now i feel like hiding in a dark corner with a blanket over my head and letting the shadows swallow me whole.

i am wondering whether my t's form of therapy is the right kind of therapy for me. she does psychoanalysis - not the classic one with me where you lay on the couch - yet still i am feeling rather restricted using only my mouth, my brain and having to sit in a chair the whole time ( Read more... )

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more dreams about ip ( Read more... )

soon i've reached it. soon i will have written 27K. which means i have written close to 6K today. that's a LOT! :) I'm proud of myself. and glad that i'Ve got my gf. I almost gave up, but she gave me a (not so) gentle nudge in teh right direction and now i'm almost caught up. do this again tomorrow and i think i'll be close to caught up.


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god im tired ( Read more... )

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