do you ever just get the urge to scream at everyone "i have a fucking problem (lists problems) please just let me get on with them and leave me the fuck alone. let me have my problems. let me starve myself and screw my insides up. let me rip into my skin and enjoy the flow of red against the hot burning flesh. just let me be and i will be happy. it ( Read more... )

so today i found out that one of my friends has been looking sad lately because her 14 year old brother tried to commit suicide the other day and has been in hospital for the last few days.

i'm still in shock. i feel so sorry for Vicky and her family. this is not something i would wish on anyone...

so that kind of brought up old shiz about jenni and ( Read more... )

haha...all laugh with me now...you really must when you read my awful spellings and punctuations ( Read more... )

( my xmas stocking )

"STAND outside any psychiatric ward and you will find the markers of madness. They lie in no particular order, and convey no messgae, except a kind of covering up. Fag ends for forgetting. Maybe the drugs dispensed inside spur nicotine craving or maybe cigarettes are the only solace when society turns away. Whatever, butts are the carpet the ( Read more... )

... it has to be said...i think i've found the BEST marshmallows ever...they're from wilikinsons and are only 3 cals each! chuffed to bits! and they're shaped as snowmen and christmas trees which doesn't ineteres me at all seen as i HATE christmas but they add a little extra fun to eating them.

ok so now i'm worried, i'm meant to have my driving lesson at 8:30...it's now 09:10 and my instructor still isn't here. i've tried ringing her, texting her...nothing. i'm worried because i have my test tomorrow and really need my 2 hour lesson before hand. oh she's making me really nervous now...her phone is switched off ( Read more... )

ok if anyone does read my last post and gets a little confused...i'm not insane...well maybe a little... i was just having arguments with myself inside my head and wrote down bits of them...

i do that...argue with myself...just thought i'd explain the randomness of the entry thats all...