i just have this kind of lost feeling right now. it's like a what the fuck am i doing with myself right now kind of lost. and i feel pretty empty. it's funny how someone you don't even know can make you feel so excited and scared and nervous all at the same time. and for a moment you have this idea of how perfect the person will be and then once ( Read more... )

my band has new songs up that should probably check out if you want to be my friend.

www.myspace.com/marburgmetal

while you're at it...get us some shows.

this is a list of my top 10 favorite albums of 2006 ( Read more... )

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things i am thankful for this year...

my family
my friends
death metal

and zingerman's

What metal band are you?
Cryptopsy
You are Cryptopsy! You're one of the most well rounded death metal bands around! You have everything anyone could want in a death metal band: speed, technicality, heaviness, and brutality. Lightning fast guitars, drums, and bass, amazing death metal growls are what you're known for!

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lately i've been reflecting on the way i've lived my life up to this point so far. i realize i've been an asshole a lot of the time and i feel terribly about it. i've not treated people the way i should have and i wish i could apologize to them. i don't know why i'm feeling this way all of a sudden. i suppose i'm at a point in my life where i can ( Read more... )

i have just waged war. a war of huge proportions. this is what i battled...


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So here's how it works. Open your choice of music player [iTunes, Limewire, Kazaa, etc] and put it on shuffle. Press play. For every question type the song that's on. And when you go to a new question press the next button. DON'T CHEAT or it won't be fun. Ready? GO ( Read more... )

everyone has been writing these summery entries lately...i don't remember the last time i updated so i suppose i'll give it a shot right now...i leave a month from tomorrow for scotland with alasdair...i'm expecting nothing less than the best trip of my life and i feel that it will hold true...all the planning and packing and airports and flights ( Read more... )